已不再找我的他..
已不再担心我的他...
已不再想我的他...
已不再像他的他..
那个他这几天找回了我...
还每天打电话给我...
陪我聊天陪我听歌陪我笑...
不懂为什么他会突然这样...
或许他了解到了吧？
面对这样的他我感觉到...
我对以前的他，不会感到恨了...
讨厌了..只觉得我,该放下我的...
复仇计划...只想好好对待现在的他...
努力去拥有现在的他..
我现在常告诉自己..
陈彦光!忘记过去吧!放下一切..
对现在的痛苦,生活笑一笑..
就没事了..现在的我就只想笑一笑
不想像以前这样,每天痛苦过着生活...
NO matter what happended, just smile to it..
是他和一个女孩常告诉我的...=)
谢谢他们！
我想,我累了... 因為你不夠堅強..
我想,我累了...
因為你不夠堅強...
我其实沒有你想像中那麼堅強...
我只是擅長用微笑去偽裝..不是嗎?
我沒有你形容的那麼勇敢...
我偶爾也會害怕...
我也和你一樣...
受了一點傷...
我們都是一樣...
相信永遠不遠...
但堅持卻有點難...
就讓記憶中的愛慢慢燒...
燒痛了我們就逃...
帶著現實的銬....
摺疊我剩餘的微笑...
通往沒有你的軌道...
因為你不夠堅強...
我其实沒有你想像中那麼堅強...
我只是擅長用微笑去偽裝..不是嗎?
我沒有你形容的那麼勇敢...
我偶爾也會害怕...
我也和你一樣...
受了一點傷...
我們都是一樣...
相信永遠不遠...
但堅持卻有點難...
就讓記憶中的愛慢慢燒...
燒痛了我們就逃...
帶著現實的銬....
摺疊我剩餘的微笑...
通往沒有你的軌道...
I love it..
梦想的延续 曾经我一直在追逐 可狭窄的道路竟如此坎坷 让我挫折于人生旅途 口中说着怀念的感言 并非是渴望回到从前 只不过是在寻觅一路失去的天空 希望大家能够理解我 拜托别再流露出一副 仿佛成为了牺牲品似的悲哀表情 过错并不会靠流泪就结束 它将永远成为心头的负担
徘徊在这看不见出口的感情迷途 我到底是在等待着谁？ 像自己曾经在白纸上写过的那样 我好想更加直率地发泄心中的情感 好想逃脱身边的种种桎梏
那就是所谓的现实？ 本是为了实现梦想才活在这一生 可黑夜当头让我几乎忘却了初衷 什么低调隐忍 我已经忍无可忍 …反正我也没有回头路 何必要打消心头这份思念 人生来日方长不是么 反正也算一种怀旧 这些痛楚 我就算欢迎又何妨 看来我必须道歉才行了 好吧抱歉 都怪我不擅长言语表达 这段时间让大家担心了 那天我曾负担的全部 明天我将负担的全部 我从不会把它们编上先后的序号 希望大家能够理解我 我只是悄悄闭上了眼 毕竟那样就看不见不想看的东西 那些无谓的传言拜托打住 那些从未听过的说法到底…？ 面对现实才发现就连朋友也… 拜托不要再欺骗我了 鲜红的心脏仿佛焦虑不安 身体的每处仿佛都在燃烧 原来我其实真充满了期待
期待着所谓的现实？ 我是为了实现梦想才活在这一生 好想大声喊出来 你们是否听见？ 什么低调隐忍 我已经忍无可忍
反正我也没有回头路 对大家的善意 我时刻满怀感激 所以我才向往着更强 只要能够让我前进 是敌是友 我全都欢迎又何妨 该怎么打开下一扇门来着 如今我正在考虑 总之再也不能回头 我的人生故事早已经开始 劝自己醒醒吧 快醒醒吧 何必要打消心头这份思念 人生来日方长不是么 那些尚未完成的目标 今后我想要全都重新来过 再一次走上人生旅途 我是为了实现梦想才活在这一生 好想大声喊出来 你们是否听见？ 什么低调隐忍 我已经忍无可忍
反正我也没有回头路 对大家的善意 我时刻满怀感激 所以我才向往着更强 反正也算一种怀旧 这些痛楚 我就算欢迎又何妨
The Pass...
忙了一天终于坐在电脑前,写些我的点点滴滴..
今天跳了1100下的跳绳, 累..
现在坐着喝着一杯冷冷的蜂蜜水,听着歌..
或许你觉得我很享受吧..但我不那么认为..
因为跟我之前的生活不一样...
以前的生活，早上一起来有人会跟我说早安...
会问我醒了吗？到了中午，会问我吃了吗？
到了晚上会问我累的话，就早点睡,别太累...
以前在这时间信息都是不停的...
至少还会跟一些人通电话...
但是现在，不是我的问题...
而是他们自己，他们每个都突然变了很多...
从那天开始，我的努力...挽回也没有用...
现在我很怀念, 虽然我习惯了...
如果能的话, 我也想像以前一样..
而不是像现在,自己一个人忙上忙下...
只为了不去想一些事情...
我也想再被人问你吃了吗？而不是自己一个人吃饭...
我想再跟别人通电话, 而不是一个人面对着电脑喊冤...
我觉得我没变吗？或许吧,但我以前放不下的..现在都放下了...
这算变了吗？呵呵。。有人问我,你不伤心吗？我说不会..
其实心里却很痛,却很想念,却很想哭,却哭不出..为什么？
因为在他们带给了我伤痛时, 如今我的眼泪不再留下..
因为它早在那时已流光了...
今天跳了1100下的跳绳, 累..
现在坐着喝着一杯冷冷的蜂蜜水,听着歌..
或许你觉得我很享受吧..但我不那么认为..
因为跟我之前的生活不一样...
以前的生活，早上一起来有人会跟我说早安...
会问我醒了吗？到了中午，会问我吃了吗？
到了晚上会问我累的话，就早点睡,别太累...
以前在这时间信息都是不停的...
至少还会跟一些人通电话...
但是现在，不是我的问题...
而是他们自己，他们每个都突然变了很多...
从那天开始，我的努力...挽回也没有用...
现在我很怀念, 虽然我习惯了...
如果能的话, 我也想像以前一样..
而不是像现在,自己一个人忙上忙下...
只为了不去想一些事情...
我也想再被人问你吃了吗？而不是自己一个人吃饭...
我想再跟别人通电话, 而不是一个人面对着电脑喊冤...
我觉得我没变吗？或许吧,但我以前放不下的..现在都放下了...
这算变了吗？呵呵。。有人问我,你不伤心吗？我说不会..
其实心里却很痛,却很想念,却很想哭,却哭不出..为什么？
因为在他们带给了我伤痛时, 如今我的眼泪不再留下..
因为它早在那时已流光了...
为什么还要对我说###..
为什么你要对我说对不起...
你说你想起以前...
觉得很对不起我...
说我对你这样好..
你却当作没事发生..
很好..
为什么要突然想起我...
我都已把你放下了...
为什么你还要一直让我...
犹豫不决?真是他妈的!..
我不是说来就来说走就走的...
如果你没那么坚持...
那就别再和我扯上...
我是直来直往的...
别跟我假,我不是笨的!
你说你想起以前...
觉得很对不起我...
说我对你这样好..
你却当作没事发生..
很好..
为什么要突然想起我...
我都已把你放下了...
为什么你还要一直让我...
犹豫不决?真是他妈的!..
我不是说来就来说走就走的...
如果你没那么坚持...
那就别再和我扯上...
我是直来直往的...
别跟我假,我不是笨的!
The last day...
ok.. well.. the last day...finally come..
y don i feel any sad and feel?
starting from this morning..
i do the same thing like everyday...like normal..
I m very happy want going to form 3..
but i scare and hate the exam--PMR
haizz...make me stress..i don feel sad reason is..
because i know we whole class people can
together go to form 3 B...hahax...
at here...i hope that we can smile together,play together like last time...
ok! friends! today is the last day..let's we play until crazy,insane...
wahaha.....! must smile whole day~
y don i feel any sad and feel?
starting from this morning..
i do the same thing like everyday...like normal..
I m very happy want going to form 3..
but i scare and hate the exam--PMR
haizz...make me stress..i don feel sad reason is..
because i know we whole class people can
together go to form 3 B...hahax...
at here...i hope that we can smile together,play together like last time...
ok! friends! today is the last day..let's we play until crazy,insane...
wahaha.....! must smile whole day~
错了...
我发现...我当初心疼错了人,爱错了人...
如果当初我疼得不是你,爱的不是你...
或许我现在不会感到很落空, 很寂寞...
也只剩下了寂寞，只剩下了过去的回忆..
我感到很后悔, 是因为我帮助了..给予了...
一个身在福中不知福的人...
我为什么要这么笨？
我不如当初选择更需要爱的人...
因为至少他们离开了我, 我还会感到..
我曾经帮助过了一个需要爱的人...
给了他们一点点的温暖...一点点的感情..
至少我不会感到那么落空...失望...
如果当初我疼得不是你,爱的不是你...
或许我现在不会感到很落空, 很寂寞...
也只剩下了寂寞，只剩下了过去的回忆..
我感到很后悔, 是因为我帮助了..给予了...
一个身在福中不知福的人...
我为什么要这么笨？
我不如当初选择更需要爱的人...
因为至少他们离开了我, 我还会感到..
我曾经帮助过了一个需要爱的人...
给了他们一点点的温暖...一点点的感情..
至少我不会感到那么落空...失望...
你在想谁呢？
一些不想被提起的伤感..却在心里瀰漫着
一些时候你一直在逃避..而我却心疼..心烦着..
终于我实现了不让你逃避的方法了..
那就是---我的离开...
我的离开可以让你不再心烦,不再讨厌..
我会离开的..宁愿一个人痛..一个人哭..一个人苦..
我想你会很开心吧...
在总是一个人的下午..晚上..
不骗你..的确..我是很寂寞,但我强忍自己不找你..
现在的你在做么呢？或许以前我还猜得到..
现在的你变得很陌生..让人摸不到头绪...
现在的你快不快樂呢？ 過得是否好呢?
我很常這樣想...
你在愛誰,想谁呢?而是誰在想你呢?
我想你一定不知道我在想你吧...
呵呵..无所谓了..我习惯了...
當作最後是我不愛了,离开你以後,就算还愛你又如何?
Please...
Just Leave Me Alone...
Don't Come back to my world when i m sad...
Because i don't want to accept u back anymore..
一些时候你一直在逃避..而我却心疼..心烦着..
终于我实现了不让你逃避的方法了..
那就是---我的离开...
我的离开可以让你不再心烦,不再讨厌..
我会离开的..宁愿一个人痛..一个人哭..一个人苦..
我想你会很开心吧...
在总是一个人的下午..晚上..
不骗你..的确..我是很寂寞,但我强忍自己不找你..
现在的你在做么呢？或许以前我还猜得到..
现在的你变得很陌生..让人摸不到头绪...
现在的你快不快樂呢？ 過得是否好呢?
我很常這樣想...
你在愛誰,想谁呢?而是誰在想你呢?
我想你一定不知道我在想你吧...
呵呵..无所谓了..我习惯了...
當作最後是我不愛了,离开你以後,就算还愛你又如何?
Please...
Just Leave Me Alone...
Don't Come back to my world when i m sad...
Because i don't want to accept u back anymore..
My new day...
Today...7 o'clock wake up...do what?
of coz is prepare go to tuition lo..
because of that early wake up...
now me sleep not enough..headache..make me no mood! >.<
haha..but still can laugh at tuition..play with yik hong, wei mond, jason and ngel...
10:10 o'clock..
i m at my home..change my clothes, go to kitchen and take a cup of coffee~
Coffee is my favourite~! If i don't have in my everyday..i will feel no spirit in a day...
and wont go to toilet take a shit..like that will make me constipation..hey guys...that is truth~wahaha...! =)
10:20 o'clock...
I m sit at my computer front, 1st thing..sure is open my facebook first lo..haha.. after that open my blog..and write post lo...meanwhile, i m drinking my coffee~ And i waiting 3 pm come...because i m waiting my game update..zzzz....so sienz lo...
write until here..continue at another time...
My Cup OF Coffee~ I like the cup so much~haha...cute... =)
of coz is prepare go to tuition lo..
because of that early wake up...
now me sleep not enough..headache..make me no mood! >.<
haha..but still can laugh at tuition..play with yik hong, wei mond, jason and ngel...
10:10 o'clock..
i m at my home..change my clothes, go to kitchen and take a cup of coffee~
Coffee is my favourite~! If i don't have in my everyday..i will feel no spirit in a day...
and wont go to toilet take a shit..like that will make me constipation..hey guys...that is truth~wahaha...! =)
10:20 o'clock...
I m sit at my computer front, 1st thing..sure is open my facebook first lo..haha.. after that open my blog..and write post lo...meanwhile, i m drinking my coffee~ And i waiting 3 pm come...because i m waiting my game update..zzzz....so sienz lo...
write until here..continue at another time...
My Cup OF Coffee~ I like the cup so much~haha...cute... =)
身为一个坏人,得到了什么?
这几天我学习到了,做坏人也是有好处的..
虽然不好当,你我也懂...
但听的人,不一定懂那种感受的...
虽然会被讨厌,被恨,但那又如何?
如果他的讨厌可以换你想要的他,以前的他,,,
你会不愿意用这些代价来换?
我告诉你: 我会! 很值得...
很多人说为什么?
因为我在乎的不是我的感受,而是他..
如果他能变回来,我的感受又算什么呢?
虽然不好当,你我也懂...
但听的人,不一定懂那种感受的...
虽然会被讨厌,被恨,但那又如何?
如果他的讨厌可以换你想要的他,以前的他,,,
你会不愿意用这些代价来换?
我告诉你: 我会! 很值得...
很多人说为什么?
因为我在乎的不是我的感受,而是他..
如果他能变回来,我的感受又算什么呢?
My life have about so many person,guys..
I have many Gan didi,Gan mei mei,Gan kokor and my best fren!!
but i have real two sister,have a same blood de..haha...
My Gan Didi have:
Tan Soon Liang - we treat us like real bro,and he got tell his mum i m his mum half son...weird bar..=)
Voon Yik hong - he like to play,he is a rich person, but he always complain he don't have freedom..u think too?
Tsen Wei Mond - he is funny person, he like to play,but we have same thing is family problem..ko lian..T.T
Morris Anak Jane - he is a cute person, i like his hair..like mee~haha..he pro in basketball..hope he can be NBA
Chang Juang Yi - he like to laugh,is live without full of happiness but he will have sadness? i also donnoe too..
Fung Wee Kiat - he is leng zai, many ppl love him..haha..a childish person...cute~
My Gan Korkor have:
Thon Wei Yong- he is a brave man and queer person..haha..but sometime i love his style..
Ah Lian - he is a gangster? i m not think so...he is good person...he will care me..i love tat feel...
Chin Chun Yen - he have a fat body,i like it..also like wan to hug him...really very cute~
My Gan Mei Mei have:
Chezzy Chang QI QI - She is good girl,she like to take care ppl, help ppl, and she very pro in study!!!
Chung Sze nee - My xGf..= =.but she is gd person,also like to take care ppl,and she even know wat i m thinking
My Best Friend have:
Liaw Fook Yuen - he have a square hair style, very famous hair style in my class..haha...a funny person..
Daniel Tang - he is leng zai too...but until now still don have GF..donoe why..hahaha...like to joke with ppl
Dino Kua - he is 'ah bui' his stomach very circle and nice to touch,haha..pro in gaming...my game-mates..
That's all...my family,my frens!...i like it...they can give me a nice feel, the care of that i wan..All didi, kor, mei mei and my best frens!..i love u ppl Forever!!! wahahaha~! =)
I have many Gan didi,Gan mei mei,Gan kokor and my best fren!!
but i have real two sister,have a same blood de..haha...
My Gan Didi have:
Tan Soon Liang - we treat us like real bro,and he got tell his mum i m his mum half son...weird bar..=)
Voon Yik hong - he like to play,he is a rich person, but he always complain he don't have freedom..u think too?
Tsen Wei Mond - he is funny person, he like to play,but we have same thing is family problem..ko lian..T.T
Morris Anak Jane - he is a cute person, i like his hair..like mee~haha..he pro in basketball..hope he can be NBA
Chang Juang Yi - he like to laugh,is live without full of happiness but he will have sadness? i also donnoe too..
Fung Wee Kiat - he is leng zai, many ppl love him..haha..a childish person...cute~
My Gan Korkor have:
Thon Wei Yong- he is a brave man and queer person..haha..but sometime i love his style..
Ah Lian - he is a gangster? i m not think so...he is good person...he will care me..i love tat feel...
Chin Chun Yen - he have a fat body,i like it..also like wan to hug him...really very cute~
My Gan Mei Mei have:
Chezzy Chang QI QI - She is good girl,she like to take care ppl, help ppl, and she very pro in study!!!
Chung Sze nee - My xGf..= =.but she is gd person,also like to take care ppl,and she even know wat i m thinking
My Best Friend have:
Liaw Fook Yuen - he have a square hair style, very famous hair style in my class..haha...a funny person..
Daniel Tang - he is leng zai too...but until now still don have GF..donoe why..hahaha...like to joke with ppl
Dino Kua - he is 'ah bui' his stomach very circle and nice to touch,haha..pro in gaming...my game-mates..
That's all...my family,my frens!...i like it...they can give me a nice feel, the care of that i wan..All didi, kor, mei mei and my best frens!..i love u ppl Forever!!! wahahaha~! =)
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